NateDeLaCruz

Pain, all I've come to know is pain I don't know what to do to keep myself sane I keep abusing myself, it's breaking my mind Tell me lord, how can I commit such a crime? I hate myself, what I have become, what I am It's getting to a point where I just don't give a damn Why do I feel like I am dead even though I am living? Is it so bad to want after all my countless giving? I'm becoming bitter, empty, a broken shell Putting myself through this personal hell Forgive me for I have sinned and sinned again I'm only but a mortal, a shell of a broken man I cannot find enough words to convey my heart So please, just give me a new chance,